cant sleep, though i am tired and hungry. :S
cant be bothered with anything now.
no mood. NOT PMS. lol.
everyone's owing me money now.
i am broke. like soon.
returned money.
now ppl are owing me. Argh. i hate it. :(
borrowers, please return me asap k.
i am like completely broke,
though i dont usually chase people for money.
supposed to have kbox with family.
movie with family. in the end, none is done.
was rather looking forward to family time.
but it's not coming true.
friend time.
none seems to be completed too.
steamboat session was kinda bad. the attendances.
all becos' of EXAMs.
:( Disappointed.
Year1 ending soon.
heading to year2. not looking forward.
not in a looking forward to things feeling now.
:( angry with myself for nothing now. lol.
i hope to have unlimited time forever.
i hope to have a time machine.
i hope to have happiness everyday.
i hope to have good health.
i hope to be a happy girl.
i am going for body checkup soon.
my health is kinda deteriorating.
my shoulder and spine.
it just hurts when i sit and stand. if i die, i hope everyone will be happy always. :)
had a horrible nightmare this morning.
perhaps this is the reason why i do not want to sleep.
had a nightmare on, the ferris wheel collapse,
causing a huge, super huge wave in Singapore.
everyone's drowning.
i was running for my life.
saved my mom's.
went to a temporary safe place.
dad bro grandparents there.
happy to see them.
however, the worst was coming.
we have to close the windows, find food, find clothes. for survival sake. sealing all the windows to the max. tightness.
in the dream, i was super sad.
cause somehow i lost lots of loved ones.
and was like losing my family too.
in the end, when the wave is about to come.. woke up, cried.
valerie: im eighteen years old.
eleven march.
singapore polytechnic.
school of ABE.
erhu, SPCO.
sanguine. melancholy.
love school.
owns the world loveliest smile.
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
12:56 AM Thursday, February 18, 2010
blog hopping at 0045.
cant sleep, though i am tired and hungry. :S
cant be bothered with anything now.
no mood. NOT PMS. lol.
everyone's owing me money now.
i am broke. like soon.
returned money.
now ppl are owing me. Argh. i hate it. :(
borrowers, please return me asap k.
i am like completely broke,
though i dont usually chase people for money.
supposed to have kbox with family.
movie with family. in the end, none is done.
was rather looking forward to family time.
but it's not coming true.
friend time.
none seems to be completed too.
steamboat session was kinda bad. the attendances.
all becos' of EXAMs.
:( Disappointed.
Year1 ending soon.
heading to year2. not looking forward.
not in a looking forward to things feeling now.
:( angry with myself for nothing now. lol.
i hope to have unlimited time forever.
i hope to have a time machine.
i hope to have happiness everyday.
i hope to have good health.
i hope to be a happy girl.
i am going for body checkup soon.
my health is kinda deteriorating.
my shoulder and spine.
it just hurts when i sit and stand. if i die, i hope everyone will be happy always. :)
had a horrible nightmare this morning.
perhaps this is the reason why i do not want to sleep.
had a nightmare on, the ferris wheel collapse,
causing a huge, super huge wave in Singapore.
everyone's drowning.
i was running for my life.
saved my mom's.
went to a temporary safe place.
dad bro grandparents there.
happy to see them.
however, the worst was coming.
we have to close the windows, find food, find clothes. for survival sake. sealing all the windows to the max. tightness.
in the dream, i was super sad.
cause somehow i lost lots of loved ones.
and was like losing my family too.
in the end, when the wave is about to come.. woke up, cried.
