Finally!
exams are over. sigh, rather worried about my results. not as confident.
something is lacking inside me. FREEDOM.
man, i have been studying and doing tutorials this whole term.
never spent time on things that are rather important too. feeling rather guilty.
feel rather lonely these days. rather empty inside me.
are the nightmares that powerful that it took all the cheerfulness in me?
i feel liked a changed person now. ohmygod. am i suffering from depression? lol.
nevermind that. have been missing something, or should i say someone? dont know what am i thinking.
scholarship will be my boyf now. hahaha. spent some time to attend the talk on university education talk.
it's not on the education system at all. it's more of telling us what we can do to obtain a scholarship and how to prepare ourselves when we face problems like interviews and blah blah.
useful still. and i am more determined to target a degree now. though my course is good enough without a degree. hahaha, i am greedy. :D
it's just a target. i might not make it. :S
valerie: im eighteen years old.
eleven march.
singapore polytechnic.
school of ABE.
erhu, SPCO.
sanguine. melancholy.
love school.
owns the world loveliest smile.
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
11:38 PM Saturday, December 12, 2009
Finally!
exams are over. sigh, rather worried about my results. not as confident.
something is lacking inside me. FREEDOM.
man, i have been studying and doing tutorials this whole term.
never spent time on things that are rather important too. feeling rather guilty.
feel rather lonely these days. rather empty inside me.
are the nightmares that powerful that it took all the cheerfulness in me?
i feel liked a changed person now. ohmygod. am i suffering from depression? lol.
nevermind that. have been missing something, or should i say someone? dont know what am i thinking.
scholarship will be my boyf now. hahaha. spent some time to attend the talk on university education talk.
it's not on the education system at all. it's more of telling us what we can do to obtain a scholarship and how to prepare ourselves when we face problems like interviews and blah blah.
useful still. and i am more determined to target a degree now. though my course is good enough without a degree. hahaha, i am greedy. :D
it's just a target. i might not make it. :S
