10:34 PM Monday, October 12, 2009
You just dont care anymore.Why are the ppl i loved leaving me one by one? am i really not meant to not be loved? why do they have to go? arent they sad when they leave this world and when they said goodbye to me? why are they so cruel to just leave the rest behind? is there really heaven? will they be happier there? i hope so. someone told me heaven is all made of gold, the floors, the gate, the stairs, the seats, everything. i tried picturing it now. however, my aunt is not a christian. she wont be there, right? where will she go? i miss her.



