Dreadful.
everything seems to end just like that. maybe it's not meant to be. it's just too difficult to say goodbye to every single thing. it's just difficult. however, im strong. ive grown stronger. the fact cant be changed. i dont have a reason to just forget. neither will i wait. just let it stop here. time is all i need now. i will still live happily. i will. i promise i will never cry cause of you. i promise you. guess, this is the last promise i can make. im sorry to have caused so much misery to you. maybe if im more aware, i wont let it continue just like this and it wont be like this.
im valerie. though im a christain believer, i guess i will still continue to be a believer, please,im still valerie in whatever decision and way ive made in my life. the statues does not change me. i can only change for myself and not others. maybe, i am weird. but people, arent everyone acting differently? we are just different.
Out with B.A.B.E.S been long since i met them. celebrated Christine's birthday. went to eat at justAcic(i dont know how to spell). supposed to go Settlers cafe after lunch but it was raining. and there's no shelter there. therefore, we went to watched movie. :) always, we never fail to watch movie at every gathering. watchedThe Ugly Truth. super funny show. wanted to sneak to watch BloodTies. but it's too obvious thatim not 18 yet. hence, we didnt take the risk. the guy even checked us when we buy ticket on The Ugly Truth. lol. maybe i dont look like a 16 to him too. later, walked around and chatted. went Yat Kun Coffee Shop. and we chatted about our childhood. isnt it great to think about the past? so funny and stupid of us to react to things happened when we were young. like crying, rebelling and always happy and forgiving.
valerie: im eighteen years old.
eleven march.
singapore polytechnic.
school of ABE.
erhu, SPCO.
sanguine. melancholy.
love school.
owns the world loveliest smile.
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
12:27 AM Saturday, September 19, 2009
Dreadful.
everything seems to end just like that. maybe it's not meant to be. it's just too difficult to say goodbye to every single thing. it's just difficult. however, im strong. ive grown stronger. the fact cant be changed. i dont have a reason to just forget. neither will i wait. just let it stop here. time is all i need now. i will still live happily. i will. i promise i will never cry cause of you. i promise you. guess, this is the last promise i can make. im sorry to have caused so much misery to you. maybe if im more aware, i wont let it continue just like this and it wont be like this.
im valerie. though im a christain believer, i guess i will still continue to be a believer, please,im still valerie in whatever decision and way ive made in my life. the statues does not change me. i can only change for myself and not others. maybe, i am weird. but people, arent everyone acting differently? we are just different.
Out with B.A.B.E.S been long since i met them. celebrated Christine's birthday. went to eat at justAcic(i dont know how to spell). supposed to go Settlers cafe after lunch but it was raining. and there's no shelter there. therefore, we went to watched movie. :) always, we never fail to watch movie at every gathering. watchedThe Ugly Truth. super funny show. wanted to sneak to watch BloodTies. but it's too obvious thatim not 18 yet. hence, we didnt take the risk. the guy even checked us when we buy ticket on The Ugly Truth. lol. maybe i dont look like a 16 to him too. later, walked around and chatted. went Yat Kun Coffee Shop. and we chatted about our childhood. isnt it great to think about the past? so funny and stupid of us to react to things happened when we were young. like crying, rebelling and always happy and forgiving.
