i am dying soon. freaking out. so many problem. so many things to talk about. so many to keep. i dunno when will i break down. i think, maybe this isnt the right path for me. maybe i should change a new environment? i really don feel part of you guys anymore. maybe i am being too sensitive, if you guys think so. but i really am feeling damn left out now. maybe is because of my parents grounding me like hell or maybe its really you guys drifting away from me. i am not blogging out to make you guys difficult. and not targetting anything or anyone. i just feel that i am more useless than ever.. homework load is not reducing. instead, it increasing. tired. stress. i am really worried about my studies now. i am doubting my ability more than ever. am i really walking the right path? lost completely. can i go poly? jc dream is gone now. guess, i am going to left with nothing.
valerie: im eighteen years old.
eleven march.
singapore polytechnic.
school of ABE.
erhu, SPCO.
sanguine. melancholy.
love school.
owns the world loveliest smile.
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
12:23 AM Saturday, July 12, 2008
i am dying soon. freaking out. so many problem. so many things to talk about. so many to keep. i dunno when will i break down. i think, maybe this isnt the right path for me. maybe i should change a new environment? i really don feel part of you guys anymore. maybe i am being too sensitive, if you guys think so. but i really am feeling damn left out now. maybe is because of my parents grounding me like hell or maybe its really you guys drifting away from me. i am not blogging out to make you guys difficult. and not targetting anything or anyone. i just feel that i am more useless than ever.. homework load is not reducing. instead, it increasing. tired. stress. i am really worried about my studies now. i am doubting my ability more than ever. am i really walking the right path? lost completely. can i go poly? jc dream is gone now. guess, i am going to left with nothing.
