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5:57 PM Wednesday, July 30, 2008
finally, i seriously not sure am i a bad person? ohmy. everything is over now? i think. i hope you wont treat me as your enemy now. recently, many things happened. i agree that it affects my studies, at times. but i wont be too affected. i will try my best to concentrate on my work. ok, maybe i look like i am a good person, but i am not. used to think that who is good and who is bad. actually there is no prefect person in this world. i did tried to be someone who is good at everything. in character and work but everyone is different in each and everyone's eyes. thinking back, i feel so silly now. you may think that i am nice and good. but what you mean by that? i dunno. today, teacher asked us what you mean by she is a good girl or he is a nice guy. i dunno too. she said there is no meaning to the word nice and good. i understand now. now, i feel that this world filled with too much "unknown". there is so many things that i thought i know but i dont. i dunno what happiness means now. i now, i am the middle person here. i feel that i am a bad guy now alright? feeling so bad. i agree i don like her cos of some things. but i will(we will) accept her as my(our) friend. i know that ppl don like me cos of some things. i will changed myself for the better. i wont promise. but i will try. used to promise too many things about my responsiblilty and i still disappoint some of my friends. i am scared of promising something and nothing comes out of it. so, i will start afresh and be a prefect person i want to be and not others want me to be. i mean change for the better. if you think that i am that bad, i am sorry. i don mean it alright?

jiahan, i corrected it now. see it?
o-level is 2months&23days.


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