perhaps being happy isnt the right side of me. i did try my best to do the best. but i am still a failure somehow. first was my responsibility. then my friendship. and now my studies. the problems lies on me or? whenever i go through a stage, i lost something or someone. i dunno why. i try to hold back the tears but it did not work. so, i choose to smile and get away with it. classmates thinks that i am cheerful cos i smile everyday regardless what happens. is this true? i doubt it is. i dunno. i am sad. definitely. my results, my everything. did i choose the wrong path at the start? the chance of being able to promote. i dunno...
valerie: im eighteen years old.
eleven march.
singapore polytechnic.
school of ABE.
erhu, SPCO.
sanguine. melancholy.
love school.
owns the world loveliest smile.
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
12:36 PM Monday, May 19, 2008
perhaps being happy isnt the right side of me. i did try my best to do the best. but i am still a failure somehow. first was my responsibility. then my friendship. and now my studies. the problems lies on me or? whenever i go through a stage, i lost something or someone. i dunno why. i try to hold back the tears but it did not work. so, i choose to smile and get away with it. classmates thinks that i am cheerful cos i smile everyday regardless what happens. is this true? i doubt it is. i dunno. i am sad. definitely. my results, my everything. did i choose the wrong path at the start? the chance of being able to promote. i dunno...