7:56 PM Friday, May 30, 2008
the distance is too far for me to continue. though the feeling had gone away somehow but i still cant bring myself to fall in love with someone. isnt this good? many of my friends went through too many relationship. everything seeing them so happy at the start but they just somehow cried in the middle of the night about the breakup, it makes me feel lost and lost faith in relationship. there's a guy who is funny and always goes against me. i can say he's cute somehow. i developed feelings for him but i just simply cant accept it. seeing him around makes me happy but i still cant fully accept him. i just cant accept the fact that i feel for him. neither do i want to kick the feeling away.


