januver , well , actually you are not the one at fault . maybe is me who is the one . i think i had gave myself too much pressure . if you said you regreted two years back , me too . i really am regretful about accepting your offer two year back . to be frank , working with you really makes me stress . i dunno why . i think maybe this is the best way we can comunicate . through blogging huh ? that chocolate bar wasnt for you as a apology . but as a token to tell you that i understand all of your intention and also served as a token to hope that you guys wont get so disappointed . i know i am great disgrace , if you want to put in this way . i am not upsetting cos of you guys not happy with my attitude . i am just not happy cos i want you guys to know that , i need the respect , i am still a human afterall . guess you guys didnt really treat me as though i am there . i just need you guys to give me some time to explain . and to be very very frank , i regret accepting the post . know why ? cos a cheerful playful hardworking and a co lover valerie has turn to become an enemy of co . i am no longer cheerful . i am no longer the same valerie when i became a chairperson . guess this position you gave me has changed me . i am not blaming you for all this . neither i am pushing blames to anyone . i just hope that you will understand me . i was so sad when i saw the post you type for me . i thought you understand me more than shaun did . but , i was wrong . maybe you think me as that kinda of person . i think that i cant proved anything to you anymore . and neither can i proved to you that you were wrong . i too , don think that i can make you trust me again . and i didnt expect you to put such a high hopes on me . i mean i am a useless person if you want to see me that way . guess everything was my fault . i just hope you guys know that how guilty i am now . to always see the post you guys type out . i dunno whether this is the real purpose or to disgrace me for fun . so that i can learn . but i think you should know that by doing this , you only makes me feel worse . and i think you are always the one making me feel guilty and useless . this guilt that you had built in me , will always be there . i don mean that i hate you .
valerie: im eighteen years old.
eleven march.
singapore polytechnic.
school of ABE.
erhu, SPCO.
sanguine. melancholy.
love school.
owns the world loveliest smile.
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
11:51 AM Sunday, March 2, 2008
this post is for januver ,..
januver , well , actually you are not the one at fault . maybe is me who is the one . i think i had gave myself too much pressure . if you said you regreted two years back , me too . i really am regretful about accepting your offer two year back . to be frank , working with you really makes me stress . i dunno why . i think maybe this is the best way we can comunicate . through blogging huh ? that chocolate bar wasnt for you as a apology . but as a token to tell you that i understand all of your intention and also served as a token to hope that you guys wont get so disappointed . i know i am great disgrace , if you want to put in this way . i am not upsetting cos of you guys not happy with my attitude . i am just not happy cos i want you guys to know that , i need the respect , i am still a human afterall . guess you guys didnt really treat me as though i am there . i just need you guys to give me some time to explain . and to be very very frank , i regret accepting the post . know why ? cos a cheerful playful hardworking and a co lover valerie has turn to become an enemy of co . i am no longer cheerful . i am no longer the same valerie when i became a chairperson . guess this position you gave me has changed me . i am not blaming you for all this . neither i am pushing blames to anyone . i just hope that you will understand me . i was so sad when i saw the post you type for me . i thought you understand me more than shaun did . but , i was wrong . maybe you think me as that kinda of person . i think that i cant proved anything to you anymore . and neither can i proved to you that you were wrong . i too , don think that i can make you trust me again . and i didnt expect you to put such a high hopes on me . i mean i am a useless person if you want to see me that way . guess everything was my fault . i just hope you guys know that how guilty i am now . to always see the post you guys type out . i dunno whether this is the real purpose or to disgrace me for fun . so that i can learn . but i think you should know that by doing this , you only makes me feel worse . and i think you are always the one making me feel guilty and useless . this guilt that you had built in me , will always be there . i don mean that i hate you .
